Speechless

I’m speechless right now. Not that I’m in some kind of crisis, but I actually don’t have anything to talk about. I feel really content and hopeful at the moment, and sometimes that gets weird. I’m so used to some mess going on and having me all on edge that this phase in my life is new. I don’t know how to handle being at peace. So this is the peace that surpasses all understanding! Thank you God. Please don’t let me mess up my own peace by letting thoughts pervade my mind by my own doing. So, I have to spend time with my higher power to maintain that peace. I can’t do it on my own, because left to my own will my mind will tell me that there’s something to be anxious and worried about. However, I know that I am to be anxious about nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication I must let my requests be known unto God. There you have it. I’m getting it. I was on Facebook earlier and one of the guys I went to rehab with was describing how he’s relapsed and is in a bad spot. I’m glad I don’t have my car at the moment because I would try to go rescue him. I wanted to comment, but I’ll just pray for him. I pray that he realizes that each time he goes out that it’s going to get worse and worse and that he’ll come back to his senses quick. I pray that God has mercy on him and keep him safe and alive and leads him back to the cross. That’s all I got. Thanks for letting me share.