Posted in Journal, Recovery, Spirituality, Writing

SIX MONTHS

Oh man. I haven’t been writing like I should. Everyday is like Groundhog’s Day. That’s a good thing though. All I’ve been doing is going to work and looking for a new car. I’ve finally decided to take my time looking for a new ride. I don’t want to rush anything. Also, it’s a good thing that I’m limited with mobility because I’ve been having some tempting thoughts. Sex, drugs and rock and roll have been on my mind, but I start praying as soon as the thoughts come. I ask God to take away the desire, because He’s going to have to because my flesh desires it. Just keeping to 100. Then, I’ll listen to something gospel. Then God reminds me of the blessings that have not taken place yet and I look at how good the last couple of months have been and no way I’m going to blow it. But I tell you IT’S HARD!! The temptation in my mind coupled with my impatience…man I can F my whole life up in 30 seconds. Oh yea, I have 6 months sober. I put it up on my Facebook. I was reluctant at first because a lot of people don’t know that I have addiction issues. However, I feel like all of this experience was for a reason. It’s the platform God wants to use me to do His work. Well, I’ll write more frequently……well we’ll see. Don’t get me to lying. I b tired after work. That’s all I got. Thanks for letting me share.

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Son of a preacher. College graduate in Mass Communications. Photographer. Writer. Creative. Innovative. Lyricist. Child of God. Lion Hearted Lamb. Addict.

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